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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Failure

MY2011 new hairstyle
actually have abit xbiasa..but i think its ok lah
i will try my best to accept it~
 



2011
finally i really be troublemaker..
1st not good in study..keep lazy and da gei..da gei and da gei
2nd did something wrong
and 3rd i failed my car test for twice times
have any1 knows what that feel?have some1 knows what that failure feel?u all just will blame me,scold me say i  dint did well?how u know i dont have?i ad try my best u know ma??(C.C.L)
you know that?you're my mom..i try to respect u~do what u want me to be
but did u even try to understand my feeling?can stop blame me say im rubbish?im useless?
you make me hide at my room not dare to face you..izit our relation forever also wont change?
from form2 you back from America..u cant accept me same like i cant accept you..
but did you feel i try to change myself?but why you dont....never..change..
what can i do is hide at my room cry..express my feel in my room,
because this is my only1 private and safe place for me
maybe for others people will take it dosent matter but i really care~really care i cant be the best daughter for you....besides i also not dare go face my dad..even i know he wont scold me..but i know he sure will dissappointed to me..
TO:mom
i totally hurt coz of you..i know that you never proud have me..even others aunt uncle praissing me you also no reaction at all..but..please try to respect me..i 19 years old ad..please believe me..please try to know who i am..
(im not showing my drawing skill,i just express my feel,please dont mind)

Friday, January 7, 2011

2011 开学日

第二个学期终于开学了抱着不想上学的心态上学不好吧
可是还是控制不了==
我知道这个学期真的会很不同
因为..有很多事都发生了而且没得改变
(上学途中)
第一天上学
就少了我们gang的一个开心果jiajia T.T
他得了红眼症还蛮严重的都有一星期没来了
听她说她眼睛看不到东西就连信息都要哥哥帮忙回..
( ⊙o⊙ )哇..
很心痛咯!!!希望她能快点康复因为很想念她~
另外
我的错误决定令到很多人都讨厌我了其实我没怪他们啦因为真的是我的错
其实我很痛苦的
其实我真的很在乎你们的
可是...我还是错了
我真的很想放弃我说服不到我自己去坚持
可是不可能因为我的错而弄到你们这样痛苦这样失望和伤心
真的很抱歉我迟迟未决定我要什么
选什么
不过昨天听了默认的意见他告诉我说
一定要在新年前解决因为新的一年新的开始!
我会加油的!
小阅会回来的!

一月六日
无无聊聊上完课后我和宝贝学院朋友们去pavilion喝茶^^
和珊珊去window shopping==因为破产了~哈哈
我也看中了一对鞋子!真的很美><我发誓我要把它买下!!
另外真不明白为什么每次我,珊珊和jack每次聚在一起一定会疯狂吃东西
jack喜欢cheese
珊珊喜欢creams
我什么都喜欢吃!
所以请不要让我们在一起因为会饱死O(∩_∩)O哈哈~不过我很喜欢这种感觉哦!
永远珍惜你们!不要丢下我哦~
AT Pancake house~
steven meal
jack meal
my meal^^most nice
belakang ada hantu==
hehe~
wakaka i cure snap de><dun kill me

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Lovely date

erm...怎样说叻..享受和你一起吃晚餐~如果一切时光倒流我想...哈哈不要说了最近有点语言障碍不是很会说话表达~
选用图解=p

学习某美女^^

要开动了

可爱蘑菇汤^^赞

cheese 鸡排^^赞赞

牛油<。)#)))≦赞赞赞!

甜品^^

试吃=)

呛到==
最后喝酒咯
照片不明=没有
草率结束

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Birthday celebration ep4 ❤

JAN1
补回我十二月三十一日的生日
来到你家
才知道你家换了风水感觉好舒服好大
看到你妈妈(啊姨)
剪了短发好利落哦><
看着你吃早餐..真的有种幸福的感觉..
以后的我还有机会吗?
我们两人独处的时候你紧紧的抱着我
也不知道干嘛我哭了..
你对我说你什么都能原谅我除了
我骗你
我有吗?...
其实真的很烦很乱..
咳...
又切蛋糕了==
今年特别多蛋糕切
不过最好吃的还是你买的也特别贵
本来说好要拍很多照片的
都被你删除了你说不好看
所以。。就这几张可是你也不要我放所以我放自己的好了
其实你肯和我拍照,我真的很满意了
谢谢你比!❤
希望..我能早点想清楚
超累的我

要哭了 T。T