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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

1st time

本来以为今天会睡很久因为很累
哭也哭过,东西也吃不下
今年冬至其实没什么改变就不明白
我...还是我的心变了
一早被无数个电话吵醒,因为妈妈找人来弄水喉
那个人突然来了==我只好穿着睡觉衣冲下楼
什么都没做就开了门后才发现我一个人在家.
打开小电脑上着面子书才发现..
另外件事终于发生了,
没料到会这么快...
看着面子书眼泪又掉了..
一滴一滴的..
打算不想,上楼洗脸刷牙
谁知道。。。
一边刷牙眼泪一边流,我真的分不清楚牙膏是咸的还是苦的
吃早餐
面包一片,咬了一口又哭了
和你信息看到你真开心
看到你部落格
才知道一切的我
眼泪不能控制了,成全我们你觉得对吗?
成全我们你痛苦吗?
所有问题都是我开始...
如果不是我也许什么事都没有
没感觉,很开心为什么偏偏是我
我最想你们开心
我想你们幸福
为什么我都搞砸了,写着部落格
痛苦的我拼命的不哭拼命的要坚强起来
你的信息...来了
原来你和我一样也在装坚强
笨蛋吗?傻瓜吗?
我们就是~
一晚理,我伤害了我最不想伤害的三个人
你们的眼泪你们的心情
随着我说的话,我做的事
而改变...
我真的是凶手
很恨我自己...
也许我想到解决方法了
对你们我要狠下心肠..要坚持不理你们
什么事什么苦我自己受,
既然你都能做到,我会不可以吗?
你的信息总放笑脸我不可以吗?
我可以的
我做到的
你们心目中的阅会加油的!


Genting trip and temporary

终于结束了云顶旅行~
真的有好有坏,坏是因为我的朋友们(除了steven)全部都拉肚子和呕吐因为吃了一些不干净的食物而且还是我提议的...真的很过意不去抱歉..此外,再次提醒各位千万不要单数去玩或去旅行。因为往往会忽略了你身边的朋友~
其实去旅行的前晚我和某人已经有一些很不好的预感,而我们也互相安慰的说一定没问题,可是最后我们还是失败了,真的都发生了...看到你们流眼泪看到你们痛苦,我...不敢去问也不敢去理因为我自己知道我一点好的提议都没有,你们哭你们不想让我们知道是不想让我们不开心吗?为什么不要说出来....我不被信任吗..如果是,真的抱歉....
说真的蛮开心可以和你们闹在一起,虽然真的没玩到什么,不过真的很够了..
开心的是什么?
学到射箭,不怕水,哈哈都是你们给了我勇气,都是你们教会了我~
图片解释^^我的累累的照片先

眼睛浮肿

整脸肿

搭cablecar时可爱的小妹妹(会注意到她是因为他一直看着我和steven==)

cable car

view

view2

wat that most right and up that sign mean?

v r not couple==ok

刚开始的第一张大合照过后玩幼稚木马(本来很期待)

第二张大合照,海盗船(jack steven n me play twice times)laura jia go play go kart le><
第二次玩全部都疯了其实真的一点都不可怕可是我们和一些年轻人却一直喊左右都喊
在第二次时,steven和我做了啊头哈哈带头喊后面的都听命于我们==

过后射箭steven高手第二是laura我没用==

jia jia 的可爱衣服=)

jia jia n me^^

jia jia n laura^^

wee wit(take by jia)

do re mi

acting==

eat dinner

all so q^^

吃到挖头=p

block me1

block me 2
番外篇=我不知道我们为什么会发展到这样,那天,我们终于什么都拿出来谈了...刚开始蛮好笑的我们都很像在套人口风一样,每一句都是兜了一个圈才说出来的==看着一堆堆的雾,我们起了同一个共鸣,很喜欢看着雾一片片的掉下来,随着天气越来越冷jack开着fish leong的歌,我们几个也都开始说说心事唱起歌来,突然,不知哪位先生说了一些....我只好忍着眼泪刚快离开他们,不想给他们看到我这一面。最后因为前路很危险他们也在后跟上来所以就又一起回了。回到themepark有两个人迷路了...真的很担心..因为真的很a.m了><..幸亏最后也没事。
他们回去后,我和某人就去流浪,(原因=不明)
跳过~
另个故事
我终于明白也很坦率的面对了我们的问题,所以我们也答应了对方一件事....
真的很开心真的很珍惜,一路上路人的眼神路人的话,真的很像在暗示着我们不要再逃避..我们都很清楚也许这只是短暂的开心,因为我不能给你什么,可是真的很享受~
我们拍了很多照片,去了很多地方,谈了很多话题,也是因为将我们变得很有默契仿佛没断过。
在要回的那杀那,我们也突然想起A.K也许这并不是突然,(因为故事情节和样貌也有少许像)我们也学习了他,感觉真的很沉重。“x在你x里”头脑不知不觉也想到那件事...抬头一看,你又哭了(原来想着同一件事)...哭的蛮厉害的,吓死我了...帮你擦眼泪也令到我自己也红了眼睛。我们不停的冷静...希望留个好印象最后成功了一半吧..哈哈。
回家后一切都由我来结束了,那种感觉实在难忘,可是也许我会选择忘记,因为我也希望你开心你幸福。抱歉你的眼泪,对不起你...我真的什么都不是~坚定我们的承诺=)
我们的结局也许就好像我们说的可以很好,接受其他人和习惯他人的眼神也或许...真的没了。
坚持与否,时间可证明一切~我还欠你一个东西对吗我会还你的><

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

给很多个“你”

《你》
老实说对你的第一印象真的是很讨人厌
你好玩,烦人,说话没用脑...虽然都不是对我可是就是
讨厌你
和你相处久了,才发现原来你有永不放弃的精神。
就拿你的计划来说,你没放弃到因为你答应了我你会尽力做到最好,
最后你成功了,蛮感动的>_<
你总是明显的保护我,哄我,顺从我
在我需要你的时候总是会出现...
本来我是应该好好的珍惜你给你个名份可是...
真的很抱歉我做不到,我不排斥说我不喜欢你,只是真的是时间的问题
你我都很清楚,而我们也一样守护着我们俩之间的秘密。
这就叫什么?其实我也不是很清楚
只是希望这永远不变就好!^^
L<。)#)))≦

《你》
超复杂的你..总是对别人太好,令到有些人会有些不必要的误会
赔了夫人又折兵,值得吗?
虽然表面看起
是你照顾我的多,也教会了我很多
当我不吃东西时,你会首先用哄的.......不久后,用骂的==
蛮吓人的,可是我不是很怕而已因为你不会杀了我吧哈哈~
可是最担心最心疼的就是你,
你总是顾着别人,不想要别人不开心...
那你自己呢?咳....
{跳过}
答应你的事我尽力呀
喜欢你的关怀
L
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        o( )_-\_

《你》
自从那件事后,你变了...变回去以前的你
我真的很开心很满意!
你的起身短讯睡觉短讯
都真的很可爱^^
我发现,我们经历了这么多,感情还能站这么久
真的是很难得
真的很想大声的说
!!我爱你呀!!
谢谢你答应了我交换礼物呀
我会好好选一份属于我和你的礼物
我答应你我会比以前更珍惜你
更疼你,更粘你
^^
LOVE
╭︿︿︿╮
{/ o  o /} 
 ( (oo) )  
  ︶ ︶︶
这个帖子纯属写爽,也想给莫莫人知道他的存在。谢谢你们当我是宝
所以猜下是谁吧=)
p.s :没礼物
哈哈
假期中的第三天O(∩_∩)O

Monday, December 6, 2010

Most long post for me

Hello,my all FIC dearest friends this post will description u all~
july Xday we know each others in college,the 1st impression i give u all is
"cute,abit lala,lanc,cool,purposely accompany some1 study==wt..." haha,its really funny lah,i look differ now rite~
now impession talkative,kacau kacau,like bully ppl(especially jia jia coz i like her smile wakaka)
our gang i think have 7members ba><,if i no silap~
we have(shan shan,jia jia,laura,steven,jack,joe,and me)and others close with us de gang(jacq-sexy and nice gal,like her=p,cat-leng lui ya,too thin lah eat much lah if can haha like u hug me,karen-like ur look always=), joe yee-notty guy,share hitzs music with him and gabriel-always zat ppl,but i noe he nice als)
1st impression to SHAN SHAN -erm,diam diam de,gt bit cool cool,and a casual girl~
Now,3838 with me,same lazy with me,we always have same mind,and she most sayang me i really like her so much,although sometimes u dint join us,but in my heart u ad become my best friend ya haha~
1st impression to JIAJIA-cheerful gal,good in study haha,like professinal or full A in exam.
Now,very heartache when see her always stressful,i like keng sam xi with her,she look like can keep secret,very hardworking for study, and always laugh haha~
1st impression to LAURA-q gal,friendly and rich
Now,creativity and i noe she n jia jia like sing k,she will very easy high in k room wahaha.
1st impression to STEVEN-erm,not cold,friendly,and intelligent guy.
Now,always like make joke give ppl laugh,a straightforward guy,good in keep secret,but sometimes so scary coz will moody without reason and will lost==,but i noe that he sayang me and always protect me,thank you~
1st impression to JACK-wow,most special guy in my class,cawaii
Now,too nice,a good person keep help ppl hu need helped,teach me alot thing such as,cross road,use touch n go n alot lah,sayang me,always chat sam xi and v share alot secret 2gether kekeke and he is my wife><

1st impression to JOE nick name i call joe joe-normal guy look like got abit notty coz,playing card in class
Now,i most xing shan de ppl,always will say funny words,nice nice nice guy,leng zai and have big market haha~
now showing the moment we 2gether^^

jack n joe presentation(smart ya)^^v 

joe joe birthday cake^^

shan shan birthday donut=cake=p

we chat 2gether
study 2gether

play 2gether(jack bully steven)=x
we eat 2gether

they study i take photo==guess hu r that emotion?

my boi like tisO.O

So i hope our gang can always stick 2gether,and wunt 4get each other ya,exam must +U+U,u all are the smart always,i love and apperciate u all,thx u all to inclusive me,sayang me,protect me,and teach me alot.
i love u all^^

Monday, November 22, 2010

Recently

Exam coming soon,who knows what is my feel...just 2"S" that is stress and scare..
but i promise my beloved my parents and my friends i wont easy to give up..and i hope i can did it..
thats is my darling boubui food~to reminded me dont lazy><
besides that....today i totally understand that most painful feel is really not only words can translate that..
that pain..that hurt..i try to deleted and forget but...its really hard...my tears keep fall down..when u say that words to me..i know that you are not purposely i know that u also hurt wan u say to me...all i know..but what should i do?just ignore..or hide....i love you...really love u...why all sucks problems will appear to our relation..im really start to afraid and worry izit im really suit u to be ur beloved forever..my bad temper..my stupid attitude always let u face alot trouble..i hope u really nothing..really not hate me...and i ad try my best did u feel it?did u understand how much i love u...how much i care u more than myself.....
Suddenly my mind show me this lyrics
"cause im not your princess,this ain't fairy tail"
i hope all thing will pass it asap..
i wanna back our old memories wanna back ur smile wanna back u all....
will it come back?will it be by myside forever...im waiting u...waiting u..say u will love me forever and ever~
THE END


(u like me like tis hug u)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Best friend and me

My best friend her name is w.x~we know each other have 6 years ago,
we share secret to each other,we care each other and always worry about each other~
I always support her same like she always support me=)
when we hang out..><we will unpurposely hold hand haha..
and we call each other baby~so when gai gai-ing alot ppl will think we are lessbian~
coz we too close like couple wakaka><..besides that alot ppl or stranger also like ask us
"how u 2 noe each other de?""y u 2 so close de,u 2 have argue before"
1st ans erm...4get le,and 2nd ans is "have"before i dint like her,coz i always listen others friends gossip bout her..but start this moment,for hu wanna try and gossip bout her"wo bu hui fang guo ni men"i dun wan her get bully..=(
nov13 location=ts and sgwang
baobei xuan get salary treat me eat



my baobei xuan pay money oo><and this is her meal
my1 no pictra coz too hungry destroy that food pictra le
after that our photo section=)

nov14 pavilion and timesquare
baobei xuan accompany me go interview..that time i really feel sorry let her bored..=(
but she no angry me oo><and we go ts..
that s2p umobile staff(org melayu)
really make me mad
dialogue for me and that staff
me=excuse me,i wan terminate this umobile net.
staff=what!u wan terminate it?why?
me=erm..coz my area is less line just work few kb oni,really its too slow.
staff=fine,u terminate is u rugi,too sad(wat u wanna mean damn)
freaking dulan that time..
so i choose eat to release my dulan feel=) we eat express soup~
like it!like eat!
i swear next time i will come again~
i love my best friend and apperciate u forever!
forever jimui ya~muax
PS:(for few photo of 鲜定味 is copy from google de)

Thursday, November 4, 2010

烂透了

最近的我就只有两个字来形容-糟糕糟糕很糟糕!

本来开始是生小病一星期了都还没康复,这我一点都不怕吧,因为我知道迟早有天我一定会康复的..>.<...

被逼戴口罩

过后前几天我的宝贝(xxxn)突然告诉我一些很不好的事...我试着不去想不去介意可是我毕竟是女生丫~怎样我能不去介意,我不明白我对她那么好,她为什么要这样~
她忘了吗?在她没人疼很伤心的时候,是谁一直都担心她,听她哭我还哭了..我在忙时还偷偷打电话给她和她谈了一小时多,最后被妈妈杀==。事后她向我道歉要我原谅她...可是已经不是第一次了..机会一次又一次她有珍惜吗?有改吗?还是只是我在希望....我不要当笨蛋了!!

昨天我家的女人,又狠狠的骂我。至于内容她骂什么(不方便公开)抱歉~
幸亏昨晚有一位心有灵犀的朋友听我诉苦安慰了我,哈哈..刚巧她也是有心事所以我们就在msn狂骂Toot,toot toot真爽...希望在她心里我形象没毁掉啦><

终于到了今天,期待的一天...可是最后成了零。什么都没有!!!什么鬼啦!你答应了我先的!干嘛最后放飞机!!!!我真的很讨厌很讨厌你了!我没你朋友重要就算了,现在就连几分钟都不给我,当我是什么啦!过分!

结论=健康=0,朋友=0,家庭=0,爱情=0..什么都不顺心,压力又大...你们要我怎样啦!T__T
难道真的要勉强的笑容=..=
有够勉强
对不起噢,又是很短的文章吧><没办法言语不多直说重点,请多包涵=)